Beautiful disaster.

Some people like being cuddled or held to sleep. Me? I stay awake til it's time to wake. It's a fact I've only just come to realise, for better or worse, but the truth is regardless of whoever's arms are around me, my body acts like a damn insomniac unless I'm too tired to resist. I'm not sure why I have such intimacy issues, or even how they came about, but for the moment it looks like they're here to stay.

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Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in

"Because Of You" - Kelly Clarkson