Going Under.

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!!?!?!!?!

the jealousy rages
a seething
green-eyed beast
waiting;
yearning to be
unleashed.

I can't live with or without you.

I've tried, and I can't.

Fuck off, Elle. Just fuck the hell off.

***

That was the worst of it.
She spoilt me for everyone else in the world,
then said I had to get along without her.